Friday, January 25, 2013

You're invited...for milk and cookies. Num, num, num!

It wasn't hard to decided what kind of party to have for this boy.
What does he love the most? milk. And what goes best with milk? cookies.
Also, he thinks cookie monster is hilarious, so this one was a no brainer.

To celebrate our boy we threw a teeny tiny cookie monster party.

How did a year pass? It baffles me.
It has been a beautiful year. 
This boy has brought so much joy and calm into my life.
I spent the 9 months he was in my belly meditating, doing yoga, and working on myself in hopes that some of that energy would transfer into his little heart. 
All that work helped me, I know, and maybe it was easier for me to practice because he was sending me his calm present energy. Whatever the case may be, he embodies all I was working for.
He is patient and calm. He is joyful. Truly so happy! He loves to dance to Renee and Jeremy and Jack Johnson songs. His favorite person is Miss Ava and he loves to be chased and smiled at.
He's still nursing 3 times a day. He says Mama, Dada, and even "aba" (Ava). He signs for "all done" by throwing his hands in the air and opening and closing his fingers. He understands SO much and his pure innocence touches my heart daily.
To say I am grateful would be an understatement. 
I never expected to have such an experience of a child from infancy. Maybe it was being a 2nd time mom in combination with his personality, but it's been so different from the 1st time. It's been much smoother and dare I say, easier. And that's no offense to our girl. Every one comes to this earth with different needs. Sometimes I feel crazy for thinking this, but I really do feel like maybe Nathan has already had a go 'round here and he's back to share the love.
He's such a sweet boy and though I am sad to say goodbye to the "baby" phase and hello to "toddlerhood", for I'll never experience it again as a mother, I'm also excited to watch him grow more. This next phase is all about learning to talk and communicate.
I can't wait to hear what he has to say. :)

Thank you to all who joined in celebrating with us.
Nana, Poppi, Grandma & Grandpa Koch, Auntie Nikki (who pushed me to ask Brad if we could start trying for a 2nd- without that talk we may have had a different little person here today) and the Gilbert family, Auntie Hsiaolei, Kekoa and Malia, and Shirley. We missed Aunite Jill who helped me birth this boy, and of course we missed terribly aunties and uncles in Mass, DC, Portland and Rio.

Here are a few photos of the party.
Ava decorated with her own version of cookie monster drawings & Nana baked the gluten-free, diary free cookies.

HAPPY 1st BIRTHDAY Nathany-buddy! WE LOVE YOU!





Tuesday, January 15, 2013

Christmas/NYE 2012

Another Christmas has passed us by. Time seems like it goes too fast to catch up with sometimes. And other times it feels so slow on those long, seemingly never ending, afternoons at home. 
We are blessed with wonderful friends and family to celebrate holidays with.
The Killough's came on Christmas Eve again, which has become a new little tradition I love. We woke up Christmas morning here in Los Gatos and shared in Ava's excitement that Santa came. It was, of course Nathan's 1st Christmas, which made it extra special too. The tree had lots of presents packed under and around it, making it cozy and feeling magical, which is what christmas is really about.
We ate a yummy Christmas dinner with Grandma and Grandpa Koch in Pleasanton.
Leading up to Christmas: Nathan met Santa and gave him a long hug, sharing all that love he has in his little heart, Ava decorated the house with her art and beautiful printing, we went to Grandma's to bake cookies, drove through the fantasy of lights, and attended Ava's Winter sing along. There was lots of Christmas spirit about :)
Hailey came for 7 days the on the 26th and we rang in the New Year with Grandpa Great in Pleasanton.
We missed our east coast family, but kept in touch through face time and instagram, hence all the photos. :)
xoxo



zonked out on the way up to Pleasanton on xmas day. 


Ava's pirate costume from G & G.

Nathan had to try it out too!


Grandpa's little buddy


Ava filled in Grandma on EVERYTHING santa brought her.
Bless Grandma's heart for listening to her so enthusiastically.

opening presents...



It's been cold and wintery in California, but not too cold for a trip to the park...

NYE 2012
Staying up until the ball drops in NYC!

my date on NYE ;)

Here's to a BIG 2013~
First up, Nate the Great turns ONE!